Ive lost 28 pounds so far, since the first of the year, its been slow coming of, but thank GOD I didnt put that much on. I think my body had reached it MAXED OUT point when I was at my highest and so had every inch of my being! I feel so motivated today!! Cant wait to see more results!
Ive tried weight watchers repeatedly and Ive come to the conclusion that it is just not for me, I dont have the patience to count points. On top all that I read and article at the doctors office that said, althought WW is a good program that you cant assign number of points to calories, and inturn you may be eating more calories a day than you need. Well no wonder the scale goes up and down! Everytime Ive tried WW I usually have a “mental clock out” time, of when I usually just mentally zone out from the whole thing, seeing that I work nights and sleep most of the day when normal people are usually on program, you have to tweek it to make it work for you working at night, and I just never do..its to frustrating..Ive noticed that I do good with just walking and eating right.. no pressure.. just move and eat right, I guess im looking for a saving grace, but Im finding there is none in natural, “not chopping your stomach up”, weight loss.. this is a real SOB, but no matter how many times I stop, I never stop attempting to try…I just cant give up I know one of these days it will finally work!
I have this little MP3 player with mixed songs, and the song of the day is “GET RIGHT”, by Jennifer Lopez, get up and shake ya buns everyone!
I give myself SNAPS today! I walked around the big ole pond 2 times, and for me thats a WONDERFUL! An I feel great today after that, because I was really drag ass getting outta bed this morning! So hopefully that can kickstart my week! Go ME!
That you know just exactly how you got fat! I was a fat kid, and now im a fat adult, and im in the process of trying to change that also! I was in the store yesterday and this lady I noticed at the end of the isle looking at me with this goofy smile, then she approaches me, and hands me a flyer with of course of all things.. “How she lost weight!!” I guess its her business. The flyer read something like “we teach, self esteem, motivation, assertiveness..” bullshit like that.. anyways.. she wanted to get my name and number, and I politely said.. “lemme just look at it online..” Hell the last thing I need is someone calling me and harrasing me telling me that they want me to by their crap.. No thanks! To bad no one wants to be taught “self loathing” Id be a millionaire, hell we all would! Then she goes on to tell me..”see me in that picture I was almost 300pds,..” I wanted to laugh.. and say.. “I got you beat by 2oopds… TOP THAT!” LOL but the whole situation was nutty. I guess she walked away thinking ..”Damn, she didnt bite!” Nope! Herbalife was the last gimmick I fell for and I said NEVER AGAIN!
Thank GOD! Its crazy I waited all year for this time, and the whole week I had a SERIOUS case of the MONDAYS! Literally on Christmas day I slept all day! I didnt wanna go anywhere and I ended the day with some of my favorite chinese food! YUM! Besides that, I didnt buy any gifts, my sister made me a nice birthday cake, along with the other orders she had to fill, I have a Boston Cream Pie Cake for my birthday, seriously this cake will make you wet yourself its that good! She cooked enough cookies, that Nestle should give her a bonus check and say “Thank so much!” I didnt cook any fancy dinner how much fun would that be for only 2 people. Blah! Now its all over and people are slowly coming out of their turkey comas, this week we can booze it up for a few days and try not to do anything stupid in the process. So Happy New Year everyone! Be Safe!
Here check out my sisters website, look for the Boston Cream Pie Cake..
On December 22 I bought a pair of walking shoes from Sports Authority, and I noticed like a day later one of the soft rings had broken. So today I had the time to actually take them back and I encounter the one of the stupidest sales girls in the store. Besides the fact she looked at me as if the State-Puff Marshmellow man walked threw the door, I proceed to tell her what happen to my shoes.. and she tells me “so.. what do wanna do, do you wanna return them, or get your money back, because you can return them for anything.. even a piece of bubble gum if you want..” so after I looked at her with the.. “are you for real face” I said, “no I want to get the same shoes and longer laces.. thanks!” So she takes me over to where the shoes are and gets me the laces, and kinda just stands there and gives me a speech about how ” Now we offer shoe coverage..blah blah blah..” I said, “Insurance for a tennis shoe.. umm OK!” She says because ..”you know.. some people are hard on shoes and it protects you if it were to happen again..” At this point.. there should have been a sign over her head that read “I SHOULD SHUT THE FUCK UP STARTING…. NOW!” But she continues.. about her mother and how they share shoes sometimes.. like I give a shit, why would I wanna share my tennis shoes like that.. but really her face said so much more. I wanted to seriously say..”I realize im fat, and the whole fucking store does too, but honey, I dont tear up shoes like that!” But my inner self said.. Let it go! I would seriously have crushed her with my sarcasm, so I let it ride because everyone needs a daily dose of stupid, its like the apple it keeps the colds away with laughter.
If there is anyone out there that is on Weight Watchers, beware of their candy! It gives you GAS! I bought some on Tuesday, and im still paying the GAS TAX today! BOOOONNNK!!! This gas is like a fog horn coming out your ass.. LITERALLY! Its explosive! The candy is like diabetic candy, it has sugar alcohols in it, and sugar alcohols, can give you gas really bad and a liquid poop! Its like the candy company wanted to play a bad joke on people making this stuff! Its like instead of Goodyear and their float, you can fly me, Im that full of hot air too..! You are your own one man band when you go to the bathroom, playing butt trumpet on the toilet! Never AGAIN!!
I havent officially rejoined Weight Watchers, but after seeing the number on the scale to my grand high of 547! Yes, you can all let out a collective… DAMMMMNNN!! Now! Anyways, I said I gotta try this again, or something. I thought about the liquid way but I knew Id wanna kill someone after not eating for so long, then I thought about trying the WW program again to see if I can actually do it this time, as of getting back on December 2nd, Ive lost 10 pds as of today! Im so proud of me!! It hasnt been with out flaws, but all I can say is im trying! Which really counts!
Like you lost the old you, in all the weight! I dont mean for this to sound like a pitty party the day after Thanksgiving. I was invited to plenty of food yesterday that I turned down because I just didnt have a taste for it. I guess alot is starting to get to me, and im starting to think to much about stuff! But what does make sense is…What happen to the old me! An how in the world did I lose myself in all this weight. I used to love to dress up, make my face, and look cute, but now I just feel like BLAH all the damn time! An, why bother! I keep catching glempses of me in the mirror at work, and I just get disgusted. Im starting to feel like this lazy me, is kicking the me that needs to do something in the ass with defeat. Working nights has taking all strength outta me, but who can afford to make job changes right now, we should all be blessed we even have a job, with this crap economy, besides the money at night is way better than the day time. But I feel so tired sometimes that Im slipping away from it all, my class Im stuggling with to get things in on time. Its just a big ole ride and I just wanna yell …STOP!!! An let me the hell off! You ever feel sometimes you just wanna sleep the day away.. well thats what I wanted to do yesterday, but everyone askin.. “when are you comin over”… ugh! I didnt leave the house until 6pm, and by that time it was pitch dark! So I made all my visits in one hour! Now on to another day, I work tonite so Im just gonna enjoy the day!
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